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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
 Heart weary as the rainy days. CROSSROAD. WE WILL MEET AGAIN, SOMEDAY. Usted es así que cerca con todo hasta ahora a mí, millones de palabras pegados en mi boca, deseo realmente escupir todo el éstos & ocultado; palabras burried. Tengo el valor a. Puedo mascar solamente mis palomitas en el silencio, manteniendo todos mis rasgones mi corazón. I can' t le dejó considerar mis rasgones así que mentí. Le dije que estoy muy bien pero estoy en absoluto. Cómo deseo no despertaré de este sueño los míos. ¿Dios donde está usted?i wanna stay in your eyes.
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the star loses it's shine tonight
Monday, November 9, 2009
 the star is right on my palm but i can't hold or grasp on to it or else it will lose it's shine, in order to let it shine, i got to let go of it. take good care of yourself sweetie.
waterfall on my face.u're laughing away & my pretence laughter came.this time round it's silent. swear not to get attached again before i finished my studies so my woman please remind me and take care of me. she's as weak as a fallen twig. she look strong,she look happy, she look fine,are you sure about it? it's all under her mask. when it's remove, tears will be rushing like never before, like how a dam is destroyed. wish you can understand how i feel, wish you will be there.just there.there's a lot of question why.i guess the perfect answer is that i don't deserve you. i lost faith. In everything. Here i am, naked without weapon, bare hearted. Many people say i am silly, everyone is laughing at me, even you and me. i don't know what to do. Why am i so naive or stupid? it's just me. i am holding my breath, why am i like a shit. i don't know either. IS THIS LIFE? seriously i think it's hell for me. Not trying to be emo or something but really,..seeing how my "life" had passed, better be dead than living. Trying her best to lead a happy life but fate disallow, but fate reject me, but FATE KILLS ME.jinx me. this time is different. i don't know why. Here iam, washing my face with tears again, who knows? God knows. i need ample rest from this, i need strength to carry on, i need a forgetful mind to forgets about everythings. im not pitiful nor weak. iam who i am. though i do not have a happy and peaceful life, though i lost in this battle, though i loses you. i will be alright then. catch me when i fall/-
wish upon a star(:
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real happiness.<3
Friday, November 6, 2009
Before my life turns into N0-life, i better get my butt before the pc to spread my love to you!!!..awwwW..Kidding.
Let's do some picture discussion..what can you infer from the picture below?
 5..4.. 3.. 2.. 1.. 0..
VIOLA~
a typical couple hugging?? Beautiful scenery? Nah.
`This is heaven; & i send my greatest blessing to you and eugene ((:
Again i teared in joy seeing how lovely ms tan & mr ng have been. It's rare to cry in joy! really! It's like i can feel the lovely atmosphere as well, bliss feeling. Regardless of the obstacles, you guys stand strong with each other(: Problems are there to be solve, & not running away from them. So remember this! i am waiting to be your bridesmaids. Why do we need relationship so much?"To form stable, affectionate connections to others gives evolutionary adaptive, & reproductive advantage" It's a great blessing to share your emotions, your life, your world to someone special. Knowing that it's not easy to find your "the other half". Racing throughout your life, what have you obtained? fame & wealth? These are important but definitely not the priorities in your life for Love makes the world goes round, nothing but true relationship. You can live and bury yourself with money but what if there's no one to celebrate with you? You are in fact not happy. In life, the best thing will always be the simplest things. Human's mind is the most complex substance in the entire universe, the brain weighs on average about 3 lb (1.5 kg) and can you believe/imagine how this tiny brain can transmit million and zillion of signals to the cells in our body. Cell communication; the ligands and the receptors! which is To keep the body going on in everyday of our life, renewal of cells and secreting hormones etc which makes us happy. That's how amazing our God is.
From wikipedia, it says "Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy." The pursuit of happiness? Some met the one early in their life, some met in later part of their life whereas some may not even meet the one.. staying alone fer the rest of their life where i may belong to this category in the future. Been an old maid. How complicated and how simple a relationship can be? all this troubles come from the complex human mind because it's complex! and thus will make things complicated! whoahahs. Stay positive, everything gonna be alright for God is Omnipotent(: Stay happy, no worries.
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"A smile is a curve that sets everything straight"
Thursday, November 5, 2009
a picture speaks a thousand words,
a smile transmits a million love.
(:
p.s to those who crossed my path and felt my warmth smile, this is the time to tell you that you're loved. Where L-ove has no EX-PIRATION date. *
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drugs for the soul.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
 desire for a hug. too.like how a lil' girl desire for a lolli.
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How i wish. . .
Sunday, October 25, 2009
 zzzzz.. tired. Last semester ALREADY.! they must be mad, giving us 10 modules-_-''..electives 2 modules ALREADY.! okok.sheesh.Life is like that.No worries, it's part and parcel of life. Juls love to talk to herself though. Hahahs..can you believe i tears when i saw Mr Ng's FB-wall. I felt super relieved, glad, happy that finally the right man has crossed your path & changed your life. I can tell that he's the one for you woman,..cause he really dote on you. Find someone who love you more than you love him. (it's true & that's the most important afterall!) shall let Mr Ng take care of you from now onwards..A load off my minds. Finally you ren yao.jkjk..yao xin fu oo. Woman are not complicated creatures oright! So men out there please remove this wrong mentality(; All they need is a sense of security. simple yet sweet. life is like that.
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when the birds meet the bees. (or vice versa)
Friday, October 2, 2009
 okay..this is a very out of the norm post.
`trigger by many factors.
Recently i have heard many news on shotgun marriages where i know the person, but not that close. Yes i know when a couple have that special moment of time/mood, they tend to do silly things. Irregardless of the consequences..I was pretty surprised/shocked to hear that girls of my age are pregnant and getting married?! Theoretically, this is the best age to excel in studies and to prepare ourselves in embarking a new journey in life. BUT but why? accidents do happen, that's why it's called ACCIDENT. Unplanned marriages & unplanned pregnancy..Having pleasure at that moment of time will lead to destruction of a bright future. Is it worth it? nah! not at all! Both the parties will definitely lose out cause they have to start a family at a young age where they are not fully matured or prepared for it. Thus in the long run, everything ends up with a letter of DIVORCE. A waste of youth certainly. By that time when one look back, they will be laughing at themselves for committing such a grave mistakes yet they do not see it when they are young.Blinded as usual.
Life is short. Really. We have not seen the beautiful world outside so please don't confine yourself to that lil world of yours,..Mother nature is simply fascinating, beyond words description. Hop with your backpack and travel round the world, that's what i will do when i have enough capital! whee. Fulfil your dreams, never live a life of regrets.
Was watching 2 movies yesterday due to boredom at home, was pretty sick of what i saw. Supposedly these 2 movies, "Don't mess with the zohan" & "The hangover" were credited as a comedy show. But how do i freaking know that they contain alil too much adult contents! Nudity and disturbing scenes thruout..-__-'''' wahlao! seriously! those who have not watch please don't even try to watch them. The contents should really be rated as R21..they do contaminate and dirty our mind-__- Nowadays, everywhere you will be expose to all these "adult contents", whether in the movies, magazines, Internet or thru the technology like the mobile phones. Young kids are seriously getting from bad to worse. Watching pornography as early as the age of 10?! I know it's guy nature to watch it But it's definitely bad for the mind + soul. Consequences; May bring forth a pervert in the future,..some flasher or rapist??LOLs. What happen to all their parents and teachers in school. Both of them played an important role in guiding them to the correct path. Don't find excuses please. No matter what, you guys are responsible for them even though IT is due to the broken world outside. Bad to worse environment. Parents out there can counsel their children, or speak to them with their past experiences. Never feel shy or find it inappropriate to talk. Never ever delay the problem, if not.. psychological effect will be brought upon them. Their future is in your hand. It's no fault of theirs so don't try to condemn them. It's human nature, the same story when Adam's eyes were "opened" due to Deadly Temptation. BLAH.
Oh my gosh! such a long post about this explicit contents..lols. In conclusion, girls out there please protect yourself no matter what. Even though the dad of the baby agree to take up the responsibility. Still! You will be bringing troubles to your family, they will be superbly upset and embarrassed for having children with all these nonsensical troubles. Heart-broken, hidden tears from them. So be a smart person, even though you wanna have fun, use protection lah! OR self-Control lah! hahas..So Norlimah & i have start out this "Use Condom" Campaign,..she's the manager and im the shareholder..LOLs. Who wanna join? closing date will be the end of this month. Xp
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