Across the oceans, over the mountains & above the hills. what i found is you.
you are virtually everywhere, in my mind, my dreams, & my heart.
how dramatic life is, & how creative God is?
to allow love to be filled in our hearts, yet not a choice to be happy with.
this is my love in silence. my pretty handsome boy.
you're the another half of apple that i have been searching for..
How amazing love is, to fall for that only one out of 6.804 billion of the world population.
The one & only one who make's your heart thump like never before, who make's you blush when you see him, who make's you go gaga over him.
A stranger you were once, This is the special bond that we embrace.
From the moment you enter my life,
there's nothing else matters
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Job 1:21 "God Gives. God Takes. God's Name Be Ever Blessed."
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am I
know I'm not there yet
but don't let me stay here alone
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen enough and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
Perhaps,
I'am going to elope to ______.
With ______.
For ______ years.
With expenses of _______ K.
& i still believe.
If you understand, that's good! If not..it's okay.((:
Oh yeah! something weird bout me is that when im sick..i tend to have a hole in my stomach. This saying is prove when i can't stop eating for these few weeks,..cough like mad.Guess i have TB.ha. Talking bout this..i am still hungry after eating 2 portion of lunch.. -_-.. i NEED FOOD. "FOOD RIOT!"
Yes, she exists. And NO, she’s NOT the supermodel type with the long legs and perfect skin. She’s even BETTER. She’s the type of girl that looks BORING, the one you’d overlook —she’d be your LAST choice.
At worst she’s insecure, clingy, shallow, jealous, nagging, SENSITIVE, EMOTIONAL, DRAMATIC and annoying. But if you can’t handle her at her worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve her at her best.
So, what is a PERFECT GIRLFRIEND?
They say there’s no such thing as perfection and that she doesn’t exist. Oh trust me, SHE DOES.
She dresses up all cute and pretty every time YOU take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping YOU interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste.
YOU CALL HER INSECURE.
She holds on to YOU like she’s never letting YOU go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has YOU, and no, YOU’re not available.
YOU CALL HER CLINGY.
She calls YOU the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only YOU two will understand. This is her way of saying how special YOU are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like YOU. You call other girls “BABE” just as how YOU would call her, and she gets disappointed.
YOU CALL HER SHALLOW AND JEALOUS.
She checks up on YOU, making sure YOU made it home safely or that YOU’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about YOU and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares.
YOU SAY SHE’S NAGGING.
She cries when YOU do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “that hurts only because YOU said it and I LOVE YOU.”
YOU CALL HER OVERLY SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL.
She loves YOU more than YOU love her. This is her way of dealing with the FACT that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be.
YOU CALL HER DRAMATIC AND ANNOYING.
So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, OVERLY SENSITIVE, annoying girl. She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the PERFECT boyfriend.
Heart weary as the rainy days. CROSSROAD. WE WILL MEET AGAIN, SOMEDAY.
Usted es así que cerca con todo hasta ahora a mí, millones de palabras pegados en mi boca, deseo realmente escupir todo el éstos & ocultado; palabras burried. Tengo el valor a. Puedo mascar solamente mis palomitas en el silencio, manteniendo todos mis rasgones mi corazón. I can' t le dejó considerar mis rasgones así que mentí. Le dije que estoy muy bien pero estoy en absoluto. Cómo deseo no despertaré de este sueño los míos. ¿Dios donde está usted? i wanna stay in your eyes.
the star is right on my palm but i can't hold or grasp on to it or else it will lose it's shine, in order to let it shine, i got to let go of it. take good care of yourself sweetie.
waterfall on my face.u're laughing away & my pretence laughter came.this time round it's silent. swear not to get attached again before i finished my studies so my woman please remind me and take care of me. she's as weak as a fallen twig. she look strong,she look happy, she look fine,are you sure about it? it's all under her mask. when it's remove, tears will be rushing like never before, like how a dam is destroyed. wish you can understand how i feel, wish you will be there.just there.there's a lot of question why.i guess the perfect answer is that i don't deserve you. i lost faith. In everything. Here i am, naked without weapon, bare hearted. Many people say i am silly, everyone is laughing at me, even you and me. i don't know what to do. Why am i so naive or stupid? it's just me. i am holding my breath, why am i like a shit. i don't know either. IS THIS LIFE? seriously i think it's hell for me. Not trying to be emo or something but really,..seeing how my "life" had passed, better be dead than living. Trying her best to lead a happy life but fate disallow, but fate reject me, but FATE KILLS ME.jinx me. this time is different. i don't know why. Here iam, washing my face with tears again, who knows? God knows. i need ample rest from this, i need strength to carry on, i need a forgetful mind to forgets about everythings. im not pitiful nor weak. iam who i am. though i do not have a happy and peaceful life, though i lost in this battle, though i loses you. i will be alright then. catch me when i fall/-
Before my life turns into N0-life, i better get my butt before the pc to spread my love to you!!!..awwwW..Kidding.
Let's do some picture discussion..what can you infer from the picture below?
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VIOLA~
a typical couple hugging?? Beautiful scenery? Nah.
`This is heaven; & i send my greatest blessing to you and eugene ((:
Again i teared in joy seeing how lovely ms tan & mr ng have been. It's rare to cry in joy! really! It's like i can feel the lovely atmosphere as well, bliss feeling. Regardless of the obstacles, you guys stand strong with each other(: Problems are there to be solve, & not running away from them. So remember this! i am waiting to be your bridesmaids. Why do we need relationship so much? "To form stable, affectionate connections to others gives evolutionary adaptive, & reproductive advantage" It's a great blessing to share your emotions, your life, your world to someone special. Knowing that it's not easy to find your "the other half". Racing throughout your life, what have you obtained? fame & wealth? These are important but definitely not the priorities in your life for Love makes the world goes round, nothing but true relationship. You can live and bury yourself with money but what if there's no one to celebrate with you? You are in fact not happy. In life, the best thing will always be the simplest things. Human's mind is the most complex substance in the entire universe, the brain weighs on average about 3 lb (1.5 kg) and can you believe/imagine how this tiny brain can transmit million and zillion of signals to the cells in our body. Cell communication; the ligands and the receptors! which is To keep the body going on in everyday of our life, renewal of cells and secreting hormones etc which makes us happy. That's how amazing our God is.
From wikipedia, it says "Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy."The pursuit of happiness? Some met the one early in their life, some met in later part of their life whereas some may not even meet the one.. staying alone fer the rest of their life where i may belong to this category in the future. Been an old maid. How complicated and how simple a relationship can be? all this troubles come from the complex human mind because it's complex! and thus will make things complicated! whoahahs. Stay positive, everything gonna be alright for God is Omnipotent(:
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